disappointeddd….

was so so disappointed with my results so far.

SO SO FREAKING DISAPPOINTEDDD…

here are my shitty results ::

Higher Chinese P1 (though i dropped it..) : 53/100

Higher Chinese P2 : 68/100 ( i crapped last min before submitting -.-)

LESSON LEARNT : CRAP FOR COMPO AND YOU WILL GET A B3

Social Studies : 14/18 ( disappointed.. why i did cross reference for comparison cb -.- )

EMaths : 32/40 ( that’s f-ing disappointed lorhhhhh D: )

Science (Physics) : 17/25 ( quite happy with physics though . 1st time pass with B3 lehh ;D )

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was freaking sad when i gotten back EMaths results todayyy..

i know i can do better than that..

i know those are those stupid careless mistakes that i will always commit..

i know that’s not the right wayy..

BUT WHY I STILL DID IT ?!?!?!

it’s jus a CA not O Level, i knowww. but CA papers means alot to me now..

whichever grades im going to achieve.. all reflects on my attitude..

EMathss .. EVEN XXXXXX AND XXXXXX can do better than me.. WHY CAN’T I ?!?!

XXXXXX and XXXXXX maths results were not as good as mine last year..

but this year they overshot me.. WAD’S GOING ON… ?!?!?!?

i guess it’s time for me to do something..

relax im not killing people -.-

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english paper was hard today.. Sex, Lies and Conversation.. quite an interesting topic.. but the question is not -.-

and the facts in the passage was very very true i swear.. (:

AMaths Paper and English CA summary section test tmrw… was freaking worried for AMaths..

worried for not getting A1 again… i really cannot let myself drop down down and further down anymore..

either i achieve it or i failed in my heart..

i know i can do it (:

CHIONGGG AHH